so for the 3 years i've known jonathan he has never once offered to take me to see the place where his older brother is buried. I've always wondered why, and knew that in due time he would ( Read more... )

i don't even know the last time i logged into this biatch. life is changing at a rapid speed, and I'm not to the point where I've sat back and asked, wait...where did i go ( Read more... )

so we're finally getting a chance to get away. thank the good lord. I'm off for the next six days straight, i can not wait but we have soo much planned from nice hotel at the galleria, to baseball games, to great restaurants etc ( Read more... )

so we took a hiatus from the housework over the holidays, and now with the new year we are trucking again. All the christmas stuff has been packed, the lights are down, and the master bedroom has officially been painted. That leaves us just the bathroom to paint. so that's something to be proud of ( Read more... )

this weekend was one of the most productive since moving into the house. We....cleaned the house, threw aubrey her first birthday party, cleaned the house again, put up christmas lights on our house, took the dogs to see santa, jon went for a hair cut, I made some returns, washed cars, did laundry, hung out with friends, had dinner with the parents ( Read more... )

so it's almost been one year since i've graduated. it's almost been one year since i started my career. and it's almost been a year since my last birthday. so it's almost time for me to reflect on what i've done in the past year, and what I want to accomplish. since i turned 22, i have moved out of my parent's house and into a town home. I have ( Read more... )

i think its amazing the mental connections people have. i mean with angel, we had a connection that i have never had with anyone, which is one of the reasons we got along so well as friends ( Read more... )

so a year ago at this time i was trying to muster up the courage to "ask" my mom if jonathan and i could move in together ( Read more... )

how do evaluate past loves with new? i think it never really matters as they never seem to overlap, but what if they did?

would you risk everything at the thought of something old? or hold on to the safety of something new? how hard of a fall would that decision be?

if only there was a simpler way to understand it all.

i think we're at that point in our relationship where we decide. are we in this for the long haul, or do we end it now that we're on good terms ( Read more... )