UGH.

[jencaha]

Ugh. Ick. I look like C-R-A-P. My face is quite swollen from the heavy b/p cycles of the past few days -- and yes, I have to take responsibility for it. My sinuses are all amock-awock for the same reasons. Definitely don't look particularly pretty right now

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[mindy_lou]

go. Beth has certainly seen you looking worse. She loves you, and wants to spend time with you... bloated face and all.

Enjoy your afternoon with Beth. Say hello to her for me. And have her wrap her arms around you and give you a great big squishy hug from me.

[jencaha]

She did all that and better....I'm glad I went, bloated face and all. *wry grin*

"Played" in her closet (of course left her house with a different outfit than the one I arrived in , LOL -- and two tops richer than I was previously, bless her heart), got pedicures (soo relaxing), did a little light shopping (found another ring to replace the one I gave her -- she liked it so much I just HAD to give it to her -- what a sucker I am, ha), and then a very yummy and healthy dinner with wine.

All in all, again, I'm glad I went.

And, now......if only you could've joined us!!! I miss you babydoll and wonder how you're doing....hope you can get back down here before too long. Speaking of which, we're looking at Saturday 19th February for my b-day celebration. Just FYI.

HUGS!!!

P.S. Mr. you-know-who is a piece of SHIT!! (reference to my earlier journal entries)

[mindy_lou]

I'm so glad you enjoyed your afternoon. When it gets closer to the 19th, I will definitely check into tickets for a visit. So much going on that time of year, but I will do everything I can to make it.

I'm sorry I missed your call, was at the movies with Timothy James. We saw Meet the Fockers, it was HILARIOUS and just what I needed.

Mr. you know who is being a shit? Must read earlier entries and find out why.

I'll try to give you a call tomorrow evening, ... after I return from work.

As for me, up and down all over. Body image is horrible, but that's nothing new. Working hard to find the balance I want/need without getting obsessive. Just talking openly and honestly and know that you and a few others will help keep me open to any relapse red flags going up in the air.

xo xo xo

[jencaha]

C. is being a piece of shit b/c he's going the "non-communicado" route again. Basically, that's it. DON'T fuck with me, please, unless you're gonna do something about it!!! Why bother to even get back into my life?? Just for a one-night thingy? I mean, I'm not without my charms but I'm not THAT irresistible.

We'll chat tomorrow darling. Know I'm thinking of you.

xoxoxoxoxxo!!