you know what i don't get?

i honestly feel so... boring. and i'm okay with being boring. but why does it have to suck?
and why do i have to feel so alone?

my celebrity look-alikes.
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me me
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where do i go from here?

no one knows where (who) i am,
how to find me,
(not even me),
and i'm not sure how to explain this to anyone.
(not even me).

this is just my luck.
and my therapist would say,
"what do you mean by that?"

i am ( Read more... )

i had a great weekend. i went to the open house for columbia college chicago and there were so many performances, and it was really impressive. nick and i spent the whole day together ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is moving out of his parents' house tomorrow ( Read more... )

my boyfriend Nick is easily the nicest guy i have ever met

valentine's day was like a dream

rose petals,
teddy bears,
chocolates,
and so much more

today i cry in the best way possible

i know that i'm so lucky to have the chance to love this much

on wednesday february 8, 2006, I was clean for one year ( Read more... )

i'm not sure how i feel.

things have been moving in contradictory directions.

i never thought my heart would hurt more than it did,
but it does

i guess it makes sense that the people we love are the most effective in tearing us apart.

oh me.