so sometimes i wonder where friendships go--do they just fade away because they were never true...or because one person was and the other wasn't? i am saddened, yet intrigued, by some of the individuals who have seemingly walked out of my life...who knows, maybe they are thinking the same about me ( Read more... )

okay, so today was a busy monday--typical. however, after i got out of class...i did nothing. nope, nothing, but talk to four random boys...so fun--great guys, but nonetheless, i probably should've done work. it's currently 1:40 a.m. and i am wide awake. who does this?!! i just got done proofing a paper for dannie moore and also decorating ( Read more... )

so homecoming is now over...thank goodness. i was so depressed i wasn't there this weekend i could barely take it. oh well, at least my friends had a good time. i wish i could've been there for the EX 20th anniversary dinner, but, again, i must just let it go...hopefully some people missed me ( Read more... )

that's me. i'm definitely feelin the effects of being so far from home. i even feel displaced, to an extent, here at eastern. i think the next couple years could prove to be very challenging socially. oh well...you can't win over everyone.

two very wise women contributed to this incredibly optimistic quotation on men. i appreciate it greatly, since i do believe the fireman has turned out to be an a-hole. i will not give details, but i have good evidence and wash my hands of him.

i'm so tired of mean people.

(that means the female version of a douchebag for those of you who are not so inclined to understand the lingo ( Read more... )

so tonite was so much fun and definitely made me so thankful i chose eastern. what other program would take grads to the local country club just to teach them proper ettiquite for the many socials and dinners we will have in our lifetimes?! it was an excellent fifty course meal (just kiddin...but it was great surf-n-turf)...i do have to admit, ( Read more... )

i can't believe how often i am struck by insomnia...i guess when you run around all day like crazy you have a hard time winding down or something...sheesh ( Read more... )

shannon, i am glad that my optimism has inspired you. i have no clue where this has come from, but i'm lovin it. i'm just so excited and feel like i've found what i've been missing...and for no apparent reason at all...it was just a choice, which is the greatest part--nothing external made this happen...it was me...how refreshing and truly ( Read more... )

screw this negativity i've been blanketing myself with...i'm ready to start living my life for me, not for memories. i no longer have a broken heart, i decided. i also decided thinking about the past is ridiculous, and i just do not have time for it. i am not sure what spurred this fantastic mood...maybe it was the caffeine i have cut myself off ( Read more... )