Shit LJ,
It’s been a minute. Became stuck in the hole of old entries. Jesus! Thanks for not blasting me with ads for shit I don’t need, and for all the cancer related posts that make me paranoid. I’ll hit you up soon. I have feelings.

A control on my control. I can now trust myself in situations that were once too unsafe for me to survive. The permission I get for existence is Art ,involved and intimate, in direct relation to myself. I choose what to be around, and the resonating feelings after are much less severe and self depreciating. I have seen neglect and choose to smile ( Read more... )

If you’r​e not famil​iar with the work of Boswe​ll D. Rabbi​tsmit​h,​ he’s the famou​s erudi​te scien​tist who once said:​ “I woke up one morni​ng,​ and all of my stuff​ had been stole​n and repla​ced by exact​ dupli​cates ( Read more... )

I feel the shift in weather and laugh because I know it is much more severe in places elsewhere, but I will take what is handed to me. I look forward to food, and the time to enjoy it. I have silly projects I don't take seriously, relying on my ability to navigate at the last minute to avoid construction problems, covering mistakes with duct tape ( Read more... )

I face the final from hell. Have two more to go, but Paleo with show if I am a real idiot or not. Cramming blows, but after Tuesday I am free free free! Going to take some time before I drive to Stockton, Long Beach and San Diego. Gonna wear whats left of my tires down. Going to do that whole resting thing I have heard so much about. Sounds really ( Read more... )

so I am going to to what needs to be done and finish this place. I had disturbing dreams. It's left me wondering. Although I enjoy my freedom for now, I need school to start, so I only think about what I need to. My mind is too free.

Yeah for spent ammo cases! I won't explain myself.

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I'm beginning to feel the changes in weather. I love the mornings and the gentle evenings now. I can't wait for school to be out so I can enjoy the peace it brings. Coffee in the morning on the porch is priceless.

By the way, happy Easter!


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I worked most of the day on my project yesterday. Got about half the work done. Had to use the grid system to get things right, did more erasing than anything. Sucks because I only have one certain color of conte that I can't get anywhere else at the moment. Trying to use it sparingly. The portraits look great though, I felt impressed with myself. ( Read more... )