i fucking hate aol....my dad stopped our account with aol....and i cant fucking use jenicidal anymore....wtf.....so now its jenicidal7....so please put me on your buddy list and im me cus im stupid and dont remember anyone's name :(...or just comment with your name...that might be better....thank you.

urghhhhhh....i feel like im gonna die....god damn it.

*sigh* i have a bio test in like an hour and im really nervous about it.....i can't wait for this semester to be over....even though next semester is going to be worse :( ...plus i have a huge zit on my nose which makes me not want to leave my house....urgh...i hate my face...well that's enough of my girly ramble...i have to get ready for class.

i had a cinnabun last night and it was amazing...i think im becoming addicted to food...i hope i am..cus then id get fat and there would be a reason for me feeling so ugly and why no one wants to be with me...haha...oh man...im done.

you know what...i dont want to go to school...i actually kinda hate it....i really want to go to the smith haven mall and get a cinnabun...mmmmmm.....

:*(

yep...so im still up...i guess its the coffee....um....after i got home from a lovely evening of hanging out :)....i decided to go through boxes of crap i packed away when i changed my room around...which was like in 10 grade...haha..so yeah...i found $10..which was awesome....it made my night..tehe....i also found a box of pictures that i think im ( Read more... )

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so yesterday started out nice...i went shopping with nicole...we went to the smith haven mall....i got more clothes i dont need... :-/....then i had work...and that was ok...steve picked me up from work and we went to tower...i got a warped tour ticket and he got a ticket for some other show...met up with tom and got some food...then i came home... ( Read more... )

*sigh* im really sad...like that's anything new...i dont like how i am most of the time...and what i think about myself...because it's always bad and gets me down and stops be from doing a lot of things i really wanna do...but i dont know what to do about it...i think im mostly sad cus i dont have anyone to share stuff with...i dont have anyone im ( Read more... )