Why can't I ever seem to just...fuckin...quit it ( Read more... )

except strike that.
UNwell now.
That is more like it...

My seatbelt is on because this is definitly the descent. I keep doing it. I do it. Why do I keep DOING that?
Im an asshole, thats why. At least I am learning to admit it now.

and i need multiple camps ( Read more... )

Do you know how far this has gone?

And I don't know which end is up anymore. I just know what I want.

I won't mind, just tell me what's going on. That's all I really want from you right now.

Well, that's the FIRST thing I want.

just when I think I've floated away, you do something to reign me back in.

just when I think we've reached some sort of conclusion, the page turns and it's the beginning of a whole new chapter.

just when I think I'm ready to be done, you make me ready for even more.

i dont know how to do this anymore. an ounce of warmth - its more than what I could have asked for.

im afraid of the same things you are.

i need you.

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Why do I always wake up too early on days off? I was planning on sleeping until at least 8 today. damnit.

I am pleased with the amount of "free money" on the next two paychecks. Will actually be going to Ren Fest with a wee bit of cash in my pocket, and I have saved almost enough to purchase awesome new mattress.

have a slight case of mild impending death.
may recover promptly, may keel over any moment.
either option satisfies.
truly hate all internal organs at this moment.
have a nice day.

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