So I tend to only write in here when life is pretty shitty so don't think i'm a manic depressive. I wish I could just go to sleep for the remainder of my life or just disappear...either or. I just wish things were easy. That's never going to happen now is it ( Read more... )

i hate how fast time goes by.
i hate having to deal with school.
i hate living here.
i hate how everything gets more and more complicated.
i hate how dumb i am.
i hate when i get like this.
i hate being away from the people i love most.
i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate.

Im boredd. Just do it ( Read more... )

I just noticed how much I keep my emotions in. And I don't know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. No matter how much something gets to me or how pissed off I am, I still act as happy as can be. I'm not saying im fake, furthest from...I just don't want people's sympathy. It just sucks because I have no like particular person that I know I can ( Read more... )

Im beginning to have a "I don't give a fuck" and "screw you" attitude
..I like it.

Florida...2 daaays. wahoo.

I want someone to take me ice skating. =)

if you read this, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want - good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

How I long to be 6 feet tall and weigh 110 pounds with a skinny tummy with noooo fat and a pretty face ( Read more... )

I'm like..sad.

But, I heard a Christmas jingle..and it made me happy.