if you are "so over me" and "hate me" then why do you still talk shit on me til this day? hahahahahaha. so glad i am still on your mind.

dumbass.

before it gets any easier, i've got to learn to deal with certain things.

like my mom, for example. she knows how to push my buttons. i need to get over that and learn to not let her get to me. i am seriously about to explode.

tonight i have a date <3

i live back at home again.
probably moving to boston in a month. i'll find out in like 2 weeks.
i got a new phone number, so if you haven't gotten a new number from me, and you actually want it, then let me know.


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single again. yay

quick update

-clinton ran away
-dad is in prison
-i moved to downtown riverside
-still no job
-drinking way too much
-love my friends
-miss the bay area
-cell phone is STILL off
yep

sup??????

the past month has become nothing but a total mind fuck.goddamnit

i am so amazed at how much i've changed as a person over the last 4 years. it's crazy.

i cant even fathom being that person i was 4 years ago, today. i would not survive.

here's to learning and growing up.

why is it that dudes with girlfriends always hit on me?????? i know nothing will ever come out of the situation cause i would never want to be with a guy that does that to a girl he likes anyway.

i hate men.

get real.

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