oh livejournal, i havent been on you in a year, but sometimes i still wish you were the "social networking" website

i. am. in. LOVE. with the process of winter turning to spring, the world waking up. nothing makes me happier than when the sun shines so brightly through my bathroom window, so the light seeps all the way through the shower curtain and the room explodes with sunlight. and i sing, whole heartedly, along to kate nash. i did the exact same thing last ( Read more... )

so im never as happy in life as i am when im dancing, and im never as happy in dancing as i am when im dancing at shows. particularly to of montreal. despite the dehydration/wobbly feeling leaving, its the best feeling in the world. jophus said he was high on funk. i love mah life. regina spektor tonayyyyt ( Read more... )

Wishful eyes,
fill this room up with the spirit of your cries
so, that all the world can hear it go in vain
Oh, once again I’m cracked and empty leaking
Drip into the drain, wait I can explain
inside myself that I am seeking

Little smilesevery moment brings another wasted mile ( Read more... )

august means one year of awake; pretty fucked up

the only word i can use to describe most things in life right now is BOMB. and you know what? fuckin' finally.

it's very strange, not writing in this all the time; it's very strange to write in it.

it's also weird spending so much time alone in the basement filing room, stuck with your thoughts. so ya, it's been a lot of that.

a very new summer.

i guess this amazing weather and one wicked nice realization is really all i needed to just feel happier about everything.
i can talk about perceived reality all i want (haha they talked about this in stay alive), i just need to put it into actual use. =)

ps- Happy Earth Day!!

in reading the survey she filled out, i could almost grasp the feeling of being known in every way possible. and now i can't really breathe.