Walking into a room, you light every face ( Read more... )

I don't want to talk about my parents today. But, I took the day off for his angioplasty which went well. He goes home tomorrow ( Read more... )

I just want someone to love me. That's all.

Folks.

Why shouldn't the rest of my support structure fall over?

I want to disappear.

This next year is going to be one battle after another ( Read more... )

Performed in front of a live audience... via text:

You had other options and you chose the most destructive one.

That's an excuse. I'm done listening to this. I listened and enabled for 23 years and I just can't anymore. I'll be around for the girls, but I deserve peace.

I can't talk to you guys anymore. My whole family tree this year (with the ( Read more... )

Ah, yeah, so I'm getting back on the pills. I cried today. Not cool.

I stopped taking my pills last Thursday. I wonder if that has to do with my strides this weekend. I can feel myself starting to care again - I'm losing sleep. I woke up every two hours last night.

I feel like running away still. I feel like I can't make it all happen. I know that I will.

The next couple of months are going to kill me. But, I'm pecking away at each of my problems one at a time. Thankfully, I have some very supportive friends to help me through ( Read more... )