i don't want anything

[jenn_sparrow]

fuck this, i have never felt more alone than i do now. fuck, i am going away, im hiding. because obviously nobody cares how i feel. nobody would ever think to ask me how it makes me feel, and nobody cares what happens, so screw this.....

i wish i could feel nothing,
but i do,
and it hurts....

Comments

[kill_urself]

i still care about you, and this is exactly what i wanted not to happen. Plz, feel alive...i still fucking care about you...There are plenty of people who still care about you and you know that! Dont be this way. Your so much better then this

[jenn_sparrow]

i can't help but feel this way, when everyone has something else to do and i am left all alone. i can't change the way i feel, so everyone has to deal with it just like me. how can i feel alive when i am all alone.

[kill_urself]

this is not meant to be mean okay

how can someone be happy with you when you are not happy with yourself?

[jenn_sparrow]

thats a question i have been trying to figure out for years now

[warriorartemis]

*hugs*
I'm sorry Jen. I live right around the corner from you... why don't you just pop by sometime... I'm usually home. Like yesterday, I was home ALL DAY yesterday. And I'm watching movies with Charlie today... whenever he happens to stop by... Come on over if you feel lonely, hun.
*hugs*

[jenn_sparrow]

thanks Joey

*hugs*

[angelic_dark]

Hey Jen, I still care.
And I don't have a social life either.
I won't be doing anything this week.
Just waking up, doing homework, going to work, and going home to try to find one that I can talk to.

I am just as alone, stuck at home. I would invite you over here but I hate it here so I feel that all of my friends would hate it just as much.

And I know what it feel like to hurt so much you wish you could be numb. The only way I get through it is to wait until the next good moment. Like work, that is something I feel worth at and somewhat social life so... try and find that thing, place or time... That is the best advice I have.<3