Numbness

[jenn_sparrow]

i just don't know what to say or what to think anymore. I should smile, but it seems like i only smile when clayton is around. I have caused so much pain, between too many people. I hate being responsible for one's misery. so what do i do now. I send my deepest apologies to both Julie and Steven, but now what. I walk around in parinoia wondering

Comments

its okay

[kill_urself]

...eventually there will be some different gossip about and then everyone will forget all about that thing. These people are just pathetic in how they live thier lives, talking about something that happened, just like their favorite movie stars, following thier every move. in some ways its like they envy you, doing something forrbidden. something your not suppose to be doing... I could think of a million things far worse then what you have done... and some of the people who are talking about you and steven have commited similar crimes or even worse...

[azureflutie]

The only one who really has any right to say anything to you about this is me. And truthfully i am ready to forgive and forget (at least on your end). So im sorry if they stupid nobodys of vapac are causing you trouble. Soon this will all blow over and life will go on. Take it easy.

[angelic_dark]

You know, you shouldn't have to be paranoid. You did nothing wrong to anyone at the school. Don't act like you have caused all of this pain to so many people because you didn't do anything wrong to anyone but Julie. Julie is right, she is the only one with reason to be mad and she seems to be getting over it. So everyone else should be over it. Completely. No matter what they say, or what you say, I stand behind you and support you anyway I can Jenn.

And no offence to any vapac senors but this senor year at vapac it nothing like it should be. I don't know why students want to tocture each other for the next four months. It is hard enough dealing with all the other crap that comes along with trying to escape.

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