Okay. I might need to explain myself because I don't feel like doing it 5 or 10 times. For any of you who live near me (in the heights, in Peoria, etc...) I'm taking you off of my f-list. I'm sorry but you have to understand that there are people who I do not trust. There are things I want to put in my journal and they do not need to get around ( Read more... )

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I've been thinking about this for a while actually but I think I've finally decided that I'm going friends only. This journal is going to be locked. It has just made me realize that this is my journal. This is my personal life and I should be able to say what I want. I don't mind that people read my journal, ( Read more... )

I need to get a shower soon.. Trav gets off of work at 6:45 and then I will probably be at his house till like 9:00.. I'm pretty sure my mom is sick of me being at his house all the time and him never coming here. It doesn't bother me, I feel like I'm at home when I'm with him at his house. I just get this comfortable feeling when I'm there.. I ( Read more... )

I'm at a loss for words.. I keep typing and retyping what I want to say. I'm so stressed out. I don't even know what I want to do, what I want to say. So I'm going to talk about something that I have nothing to do with. I kinda made a comment in Lacey's journal about this, but I don't want her to think that it's only about her, because it's not. I ( Read more... )

Niki, thank you so much for this layout. I love it so much. At first I wasn't sure what I was going to think but I love the color, how it's set up, how the picture turned out, and everything. It's perfect. I'll be using this for a while. So what do the rest of you think? I never thought the icon would turn out the way it did, I love it!!

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Why does this always happen to me? I always start thinking negatively, I put these images in my head, and I come to find out that I'm wrong. That what I think is not true. Lately I had been starting to think that my boyfriend was losing interest, that maybe he doesn't love me like I love him. But in my heart I know he does, so why would I think ( Read more... )

Why does everyone leave you when you need a shoulder to cry on? Okay.. I've decided I'm stopping with the crying. It's not going to happen but I'd like to pretend. I thought I was mature for my age, but maybe I'm not. I don't know. I try not to let things get to me, I try to move on, I try to let go.. but I don't know.

I want a shoulder to cry on, ( Read more... )

A is for Age: 17
B is for Boyfriend(Girlfriend): Travis.. I love you baby =)
C is for Career(in future): Nursing
D is for Dad's name: Jim
E is for Essential item to bring to a party: Camera
F is for Favorite song at the moment: I Will Remember You- Sarah McLachlan
G is for Guys or Girls: Guys.. that should have been quite obvious
H is for Hometown: ( Read more... )

I know you need your time. I'm just scared that you won't come home. Will you miss me?

19 days left of my happiness.