Wow I just realized I haven't written in this thing in quite a while ( Read more... )

I can't get a break. Honestly this shit, I cant take it anymore. Everytime I turn around I am getting fucked and I have no idea what the fuck to do anymore. Just when I think everything is A-OK and caught up and all that shit... it's like God decides, "hey you know what... not so much!" and I get fucked. And I go to my mom crying and not knowing ( Read more... )

So not only did my cousin Emily leave yesterday to go back to Richmond but I got a text message yesterday morning from what I thought was my ex... turns out it was from his phone but his girlfriend (now his wife) informing me "he's married now, thanks for asking" and signed it with her new married name in case there was any confusion ( Read more... )

So it's Saturday night, about 10:30pm, and I'm sitting around my house, bored out of my skull. I've been on MySpace for literally 5 hours talking to Justin and doing laundry. Everyone else is out and about and I am here at home because for one, I sneezed and now my back is injured, and two, I'm broke as a joke till tuesday. or wednesday - depending ( Read more... )

Hi, it's me. We haven't talked and I haven't seen you since the day I left your house, and then the unthinkable happened. I wish I would have stayed that day, and not gone home. I wish I would have hugged you and kissed you goodbye. I wish I would have said I love you. But I didn't, I thought we had all the time in the world. I didn't know that a ( Read more... )

So today I was getting ready for work and sneezed and BAM!!!!! My back goes out on me. Yes seriously. I sneezed and I threw my back out. Just so you know before the laughter starts, which I'm sure I'm too late, my real dad has very bad lower back problems and I inherited them. On the plus side it didn't happen next week when Emily is supposed to be ( Read more... )

She said I feel stranded ( Read more... )

OK so yea I know I'm being retarded but I have to vent.. ok not really vent but let some stuff out. So I just watched One Tree Hill and it was probably one of the best episodes I've ever seen. It was about violence in schools and how a seemingly harmless kid can just go off the deep end. It was horrible, moving, shocking... and the ending was even ( Read more... )