i feel so much, so strongly, all of the time, but i think i keep it more to myself these days. writing in this journal is a sort of nakedness, out in the open for all to see. i write far more in my paper journal now. it's important to have things that i keep only for me ( Read more... )

instead of being downstairs studying, i'm sitting at my desk thinking about slip n' slides. how nice would it be, on a warm summer day, in my red bathing suit, sliding down a piece of plastic? i can still remember the feeling of freedom, those days when there was nothing to do but run in sunshine. i'd take the sprinkler and put it on my head, and ( Read more... )

i've become so assertive, i hardly recognize myself. i'm so sure of what i want, i stand so tall and walk with such confidence. i kiss longer, drive faster. i make decisions at the blink of a hat. i sing at the top of my lungs for everyone to hear. i dance to to beating of the drum inside of my head. i cry when i'm moved and laugh when i smile ( Read more... )

INCREDIBLE ( Read more... )

i rocked that interview. they told me they'd let me know in 48 hours..........

MINNEAPOLIS! ah!

this one makes my heart leap up.

i just found the coldest water fountain in the building.

it's high time i go on a jenna-adventure. i'm gettin in the car and goin.

i'm spaced out of it today...but it was a very very good day ( Read more... )

i want so many things and nothing at all. why is everything within me a big paradox ( Read more... )

i applied for graduation today.

also had a big confrontation.

cried twice,

and went to jazz night.

that's a lot of emotions for one day.

i don't feel ready to leave, but i also don't feel ready to stay.

there's nothing better than getting hungry, searching thru your fridge, and finding a package of cinnamon rolls you had forgotten about. and baking them warm and toasty, of course ( Read more... )