It's been so long since I've updated here. I still read but find it hard to make the time to update, so here goes. Aleck will be a year old in 36 days. The time has gone by so fast. It really feels like I blinked and now he's 11 months old ( Read more... )

I want to write down the process it took to get Aleck here. I think this is a memory I will never ever forget. None the less I will put it here ( Read more... )

I am going to post some pics here so I can keep them as memories. Aleck is growing so fast and my love for him grows every minute. I never knew motherhood could be so wonderful. I am starting to forget how awful my pregnancy was.


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being induced on monday the 18th. I am so excited. My life is about to change so much, but I'm so ready. I feel like my life is now about to start. I have spent the last 15 years of my life caring and loving other peoples children (for fun and for a living) and now I get to care and love my own. I now feel like I have such purpose. I couldn't ( Read more... )

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I slept through the count down but atleast I slept. This baby doesn't want to come out just yet but I can tell it will be soon. mom is coming back tomorrow just in case he decides to make an appearence over the weekend. I have a dr's apt on tuesday and if I'm still contracting, she going to admit me and we will be on our way!

Still having contractions, they aren't getting any stronger and my water hasn't broken yet but they are still 3-4 mins apart. Very very very annoying. It's been over 24 hours like this. What we women go through.

went to labor and delivery last night around 6, was having contractions about every 3-4 mins and was feeling the pain. Was monitored for 3 hours and even though the contractions got stronger and closer, I didn't change from 2 cm dialate and 80% effaced. Was sent home, and told that if my water breaks or they get so painful that I can't take it, ( Read more... )

merry christmas live journal. I can't believe that this time next year I will have a child almost a year old. It's really amazing how life changes. this time last year I had just gotten engaged. Now I'm married with a baby due any day. 365 days and your life can change in ways you never thought possible. I have to say that I am so happy and ( Read more... )

i don't want to eat healthy food anymore, I just want to eat cinnimon rolls and popsicles until the baby comes.