Brandi comes Friday...im excited.

Then i go to avondale

i want to move there

i love it there...

bored..Im always bored. Thats so lame. Todays mo mommy;s birthday. WE are going out to eat but im mad cause i cant see Jake! Ima turn emo! How gay. fucking emo people should die...naw just playing cause thats me sometimes and my friends. So no... I think for st. patties day im going to Heathers for a party. but i dont know. It will be cool ( Read more... )

gosh damn i miss the old days

I miss jake...

hmm today sucked! i had to get up and i didnt want to. It was one of those days where you roll out of bed but still end up passing out on the floor. I was waiting for my mom to leave so i could go back to bed but i have alot to do this week so i didnt want my mommy all pissed at me. Then in choir Mrs. Evans made me sing my solo in front of the ( Read more... )

Im soooo mad right now. JAkes being all wierd and shit just because mike asked him if he would sleep with me now hes all scared. Damn boys! Mike told him he didnt have to answer and im not asking for him to either i havent even mentioned it to him because honestly i wasn't even thinking about it. Just because im not a virgin doesnt mean i fuck ( Read more... )

Yes we are sitting here laughing over the fat chicks that look like my brother. No my brothers not really fat....hes 18 with practically no job, living at home and a crappy car. AND no girlfriend. Whata loser like my daddy. Hes a drunk who beats the shit out of me every once and a great while and i have to deal with it because my mom wont let me ( Read more... )

Yes my other journal has been deleted because Because i dont want my friends reading it because I feel like it is not like how I feel in a day. I can't say everything I want to without some one getting upset or mad or whatever. So this is the new journal for me and people who dont know me! Maybe a stranger will be where I get the best advice I ever