So, today I find I've got lots to say. Not unusual since I'm a talker, but I haven't been as good as I could've been in updating this thing. I'm going to tear myself open and let it all flow out. If it doesn't make sense or you have questions feel free to ask. Otherwise I'm just going to do my thing. Oh, and this by far may be the most depressing ( Read more... )

I've decided that with all the shit that keeps happening in my life and to me that I guess it's a good idea for me to visit more often and post. I've been struggling for the past 3 years with my marriage and maybe if instead of pretending that everything is ok I write it down so I have real things to look at I'll grow some balls and realize that I ( Read more... )

Ok, so many things have been going on lately that I don't even know where to begin. Let's start with my little girl since she's my world and all that. She turned to in June. : (. It's so awesome to watch her grow up, but it breaks my heart at the same time. Any mommy knows exactly what I'm talking about. And the older she gets the more of mommy's ( Read more... )

So I see that I've missed lots and lots and lots. And I've got so much pent up that i dont know if I'll ever stop writing...but i won't be putting anything in here until I've fully written it out and will organize the bullshit ( Read more... )

Nick and I were about to start our journey to my sister in law's place b/c our nephew was going to be in a parade when we got into an accident. Some guy ran a red light and we t-boned him with the passenger front side b/c nick tried to swerve to avoid the accident to no avail. There was a witness there that said he saw everything and that WE were ( Read more... )

This thing still exists? I'm guessing I'll have to do an update soon.....

Like tomorrow when I'm not so tired....

but good to know you're still around...

Some of you who have a myspace have already read this, for those of you who haven't, here ya go ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in so freaking long. Mostly it's b/c I had a computer that wouldn't let me post, but now that I think I may have a working one again, I'm going to try this out. A lot has happened in the months I was M.I.A. Nick and I have been going to counseling and while that's working on the bigger issues and whatnot, we still have ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday, Sandra!!!


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