Things have been up and down lately. My emotions are going haywire. I haven't had my medicine for like 2 weeks cuz I'm so fucking broke. I owe the hospitals $5000 dollars which is stress beyond belief. I owe my parents $700, and I barely have enough money to pay my bills. I had to sell 21 shares of my Panera stock to try and catch up on my ( Read more... )

I feel like updating, about nothing really, just feel like updating. I'm sitting at Jake's house waitin for Chels to get done watching a show on MTV then we're gonna have a Terminator marathon(cuz I haven't seen either one). Then when we go see the 3rd one I won't be so lost. lol Partied last night at Keith's, had a pretty good time. I got ( Read more... )

Here are some pictures of my incision. The first one is while it is closed, then my mom opened it up to show the inside. It's stuffed with gauze to keep it open when she changes the bandages. Sorry if they disturb you. Thought I'd share with everyone what I've been going through. By the way, it looks lots better than it did 2 weeks ago. It's ( Read more... )

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a Bitch ( Read more... )

I always said that'd be it ( Read more... )

Can anyone see the pictures I posted of my incision???? Or is it just red x's????

Wow, I feel kinda high. Those vicodin do a good job. lol I'm sitting here waiting for my aunt to get here to change my bandage. I go back to work next week. Kinda wierd. It's been so long. I'm thinking of stepping down and becoming an associate again. It would be a lot easier on me, considering I don't know what the rest of the year is ( Read more... )

I shouldn't have slept till noon today. I'm not tired now. I had a pretty long day today considering how my days have been. I went to the bank, and went to CVS, then I went and helped watch my cousin for like 6 hrs. After that I went to Brads to watch Failing Grace finish practicing. Then me and Jake went back to his house. Then I dunno if I ( Read more... )

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I've done a lot of thinking today, and although I'm hurting inside because of all this, I'm not ready to loose the love of my life. I understand how this girl would feel if he bailed on her right now, and for that, and only that, I'm willing to be somewhat ok with it all. It still doesn't change the fact that I don't understand why he didn't ( Read more... )