There's something to be said for the fact that everytime I rehearse for a new show I never get sick until the show opens...It's a way to keep up my health and energy when I have rehearsal every night.  I keep telling myself now is not the time to be sick..I'm constantly fighting something off.  Then once everything is up on it's feet and I have a ( Read more... )

Love will prevail!!!

"Nothing In My Way"

A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
why d'you laugh
When I know that you hurt inside?

And why d'you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?
And why d'you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there' ( Read more... )

When I became engaged (actually before I was even engaged) I had a friend tell me "everything is going to change".  I believe this has become a self-fulfilling prophesy for him.  Nothing has changed except for the location of my existence and a little ring on my finger.  I still want the close, rich friendships I had and I feel as though that isn't ( Read more... )

For the sake of how incredible I think you are...I hope you don't get to tell me about the ending for a very long time...if ever.

I completely agree that there are 90 degree turns...for the man who has a good job and life is on the up and up and suddenly gets laid off...for the healthiest person you know who is suddenly diagnosed with cancer and has ( Read more... )

I guess I don't realize the sanctuary I find in my close friends until I am actually there.  I have a few very close friends and I always find myself feeling very thankful when I am with them...but sometimes amidst those few, one just stands out above the rest...when you'll watch The Bachelor with me and talk about banging chicks and know I will ( Read more... )

This theatre business sucks ass...I will tell you why.  B/c people use their personal shit against you and pick favorites.  I am a firm believer that this is how it works.  I am fucking good...I know I am...I am told I am...and yet, even though I know a part in and out they don't even aske me to fucking read for the part.  It is such bullshit...

"We ( Read more... )

It's funny because Angelo will be the only one reading this...He's my only "friend"...but if I were to have one friend for all time, he would be at the top of the list!  No bullshitting, straightforward (except for when he doesn't wanna hang-then he just avoids calling me), but shows some love too.  ;-(

I am moving to San Francisco.  I am slightly ( Read more... )

It's utterly frustrating when you invest your life into this one thing that you know you're good at...people tell you you're good at...others admire you...but the saying goes "there is always somebody better than you".  And it's true.  It is.  No matter what they tell you.  Someone has the better look.  The better voice.  The better body.  The ( Read more... )

So in a few days I audition for the show of a lifetime...I played it once in high school and I wanna play it again 10 years later...But I find myself more frustrated than I ever have been with the theatre system...

Why hire people who suck?!?  Is it to spite those who are actually good and know it?  Is it to flaunt your power to others when you ( Read more... )

With wine stained fingers she puts the cigarette to her lips and takes a drag.  She quietly cries.  Letting out the day's events in small drops of pain, rolling down her cheek like water on a window.  Easy to see through.  Easy to break.  Piece by piece she lets them fall to the ground.  Futile attempts to put the puzzle back together.  It's ( Read more... )