the time i've spent with myself over the period of the past few months has caused me to grow conscious of more than myself, to become aware. It's like i've opened my eyes and most of what i see is disturbing and corrupt and makes me want to close them, but it's too late for that and I feel at this point all I can do is something about it. I've ( Read more... )

cross pollination and vegan carrot cake have made it quite a day


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welcome to the human race, you are a mess

i miss charles so much it makes me sick
im scared of college so much it makes me sick
i am so unprepared and undecided about everything

what the fuck fuck fuck

holy fuck.
my world just got flipped upside down

and i'm okay with it.

this is a weird stage. i can feel it. im up late im up early and dont get good sleep and never really know what the hell im doing or why im doing it. i keep worrying. about anything. about change about saying goodbye about how much time i waste about being in the very middle of everything beginning and ending about the deteriorating state of the ( Read more... )

summer is

a black hole

lost it
couldnt care less

ugh

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theres so much change going on right now i just want to lock my doors and close my blinds and hibernate on the couch for the next few months and hope that when i come back into consciousness everything- college, moving, art projects, relationships, long distance friendships (the mass of things that are up in the air right now)- will be situated ( Read more... )