i am so close
to the top of this mountain

having an incredible social life really does make everything worth it.

somehow i'm managing to be comfortably yet profoundly sad.

i dare my life to get more perfect
double dog dare

in letting go
i find that
somehow
things are alright

i have nothing to complain about hahhaaha

i cant do this whole wanting what i cant have thing again

she makes me so happy i could vomit

i can feel myself blooming

18 years of accumulated clutter
my former life pitched into packing boxes
like uprooted limbs
from negligent soil
they will settle on another coast
someday
in fields of gold

she was pretty and jewish and gorgeous and funny and so so so pretty

AND IM STILL AN 18 YEAR OLD JACKASS WITH A FUCKING CURFEW