I'm cleansing with a water fast!!!  I'm tired of alcohol and food....feeling better already!!  Sober with an empty stomach= feeling free!

Damn wine....been drinking for two months and now my bmi is 21.........alcohol sucks because it makes me eat and not care.  Then I wake up the next day like wtf did I eat?  EVERYTHING!  No more...it's detox time ( Read more... )

Happy Early Birthday on Thursday!!

 
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108.6....it's coming!!!!  If I could JUST get it to 100 by June!!!  Fingers crossed, putting the fork down and working my BUTT off (literally)   

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My goals with my weight stem from so many factors.  I hope this won't bore anyone as it is long, but summed as much as possible.  I have the classic reasons and some extreme-not-so-friendly-factors, people and unfortunate reasons too for my goal weight/and the strive for perfection in MY EYES/MY STANDARDS.

I first remember being teased at 8 and it ( Read more... )

Hi!  :)  Good Morning Gurlz and ONLYAnorexic guys who are not here to 'PICK UP WOMEN'!!  I just wanted to post in My Journal today since I feel 'akward'.  I have gotten a few comments I didn't intend for.....I want to post an explanation that I am not posting pics to 'pick up dudes' or even to attract ANY attention WHATSOEVER from anyone who is not ( Read more... )

 
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Well as I suspected I would:  today I weighed in 2 lbs higher than last week  :(

Although: my measurements have decreased:
waist is now 25" (smallest point) (goal is 24 or less)
stomach (biggest part) is 30" (Goal is 28" or less)
hips (biggest part) 34  (33" two inches below belly button)(Goal is 32" biggest part)
biggest part of upper thigh 21"(Goal is ( Read more... )

 Ok, so it's not 95....but it's CLOSER!!!!!


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