ive been listening to bloc party and have been reminded of how good they are. silent alarm, what a beautiful debut album ( Read more... )

This life=this is not the life i want

Wishing your 2008 to be better than your 2007. Yep.

New York was bitchin! I loved it!!!! None of my photos came out very well, 8 rolls!!! Still, it was grand. I hope I make it back there soon!

So, I'm leaving this Friday morning for a one week foray to the city of ? What do they call NYC? Oh yes, 'City that Never Sleeps', right? Anyway, it's my FIRST time and I'm verrrry excited ( Read more... )

This journal is about to recede back to a free journal status and I plan on letting it be. Seems silly to pay for extras I don't use more than once a year. Hmmmm ( Read more... )

Damn, I haven't posted to this thing, for this long? Holy moly. I haven't much to say nor the time to say it in ( Read more... )

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Since my last post was so negative and self loathing, this short one is just to remind myself that things aren't all bad, that I'm not all bad. I'm feeling better this week. I talked to E and no matter what happens, I know what a beautiful person he is and that I am and have been so fucking lucky ( Read more... )

A year has passed that I've been back in the states, that I left Amsterdam, my home, my husband, my cat. And I have to say that in this year, I haven't really done anything of any importance or accomplished much of anything. This makes me feel like a total and utter failure. On top of that, I miss Europe and my home in Amsterdam. Living in SF makes ( Read more... )