SO much has gone on lately, i really dont even know how to handle it anymore. My dad is so sick now, lke it makes me so sad. Our vacation he was bed ridden hte whole time, he cant eat or drink really anything anymore because he just chokes. And he cant write anymore and his speech is so slurred it just breaks my heart. and I act like such an ( Read more... )

oh man. where to began. work is super shitty, thats basically my summer, work work work work wed-sun till midnight. i dont blame my friends for not waiting for me because by the time im resady to go out its 1230-1, it sucks ass ( Read more... )

YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP ( Read more... )

So things havent been going so good within the past 2 weeks. Got into a car accident 2 weeks ago when the weather all of a sudden became shitty. I almost huit someone head on, luckily i didnt and just landed pretty fucking hard into a ditch. It was very scary, but luckily there were a lot of good samaritans out that night and they helped me out a ( Read more... )

Ive been way to busy lately. Finally hardcore studying paid off, got a 78% in socialpsyc and 66% in my stats exam. Beat the class average feeeeels so goooood, im happy i finally got out of the 50's. SO many essays and presentations cmonig up, hten once those are over, its examtime again! cant wait till monday april 25 after 12pm when schools all ( Read more... )

sooo right now im listening to horse the band and instantly i get a rush back into summer and how much i miss it! this summer was amazing, and this song haha it brings somuch memeories. first summer in port colborne and met alot of cool people, most of who are not in my life anymore, but besides that matter, got drunk a lot and just partied and had ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Upper's house. SOO much fun! It was Ashley's bday so we just all got drunk went in his hot tub for like 2 hours. haha I didnt bring a bathing suit so i wore his swimming shorts and a bra soo funy they wereso big i looked like steve urkel. Saw ppl there i havent seen in a while and stuff, was a great nighttt!! I was hoping that ( Read more... )

Its my 21st birthday right now and I am sad about it. Last night for new years i basically cried the whole night because i was so sad about being old and thinking of Jody since last year he was my new years boy. My family is way too mad at me because i was sso drunk crying I ruined it for htem and i feel soo bad. It's just scary now that i ( Read more... )

soooooo school is still frusterating the shit out of me. still confused whether im going to drop out of university and attend college somewhere far away.... well see how my exams go i guess ( Read more... )

I am not having the greatest week. Monday I missed my seminar and that's when we were to chose our seminar presentation topics and all that, so since I was not there, I get to go alone and there are only 2 topics left and they are way to hard and shitty. Monday night was my christmas party and I made an embarassment out of myself [did some pretty ( Read more... )