JESUS CHRIST. I am so distractable. So unbelievably easy to distract. This will be my downfall.

A few nights ago I had a disturbing dream. Someone asked for a dollar for some reason. I had no objections to giving them a dollar, though instead of handing it to them like a normal person I ripped it into tiny pieces, chewed and swallowed it. Then I gave them the resulting turd. I awoke shortly thereafter with the distinct sensation of chewing on ( Read more... )

I miss my family and my childhood.

I'm sick of crying. I feel vulnerable and paranoid. This town's too damn small.

I have serious attachment issues. It's very unfortunate. I may need to see someone and/or get medication for my anxiety.

This song makes me SO happy. I don't know why. But it's less what he's singing than HOW he sings/screams it...LOVE it. Sigh ( Read more... )

I need to flush my phone down the toilet. For real. Don't trust myself. I wonder if life's worth living when eating is your main source of pleasure? I know, I know, I can't eat if I'm DEAD. But all I want right now is a strawberry smoothie and the fact that I have to leave the house and walk there and make small talk with the cashier (hey, he's a ( Read more... )

"Two sips from the cup of human kindness and I'm shit-faced." For some reason this lyric seems really meaningful to me right now. I think I'm coffee-stoned, but I'm still not sure what being stoned feels like. Wow, I really like this song. I want to hug someone/thing.

I'm befriending the locals. I met a Guatemalan man the other day and he told me he thought we could be good friends, so we got coffee; he seems cool. We talked a lot about languages and traveling. It's nice hanging out with a dude without expectations, as I don't see us being anything but friends and I'm pretty sure he feels the same and it's ( Read more... )

Last night I met a grad student who relayed a funny comment his female grad student friend made about meeting Princeton guys: "The odds are good, but the goods are odd ( Read more... )

One of these nights I'm going to have a sex dream that actually culminates in the act of sex. My brain likes to wake up before getting to the good parts. Curses.