im at taylors house right now and she and gerbs are doing homework but i've been REALLLY REALLY good with school work that im not even gonna worry so much. but, i fucking hate guys. im going to be so asexual when im older because im going to avoid love and relationships, and then by that time women will just buy sperm and get pregnant by themselves ( Read more... )

i just feel so stressed out tonight. i had a long night. i feel like there is this special person in my life, but i feel like im just going to get screwed over. its a sucky feeling, but i can't stand relationships. im around too many couples and lately all i've been getting is negativity and assholes. i just wanna never have to worry about it. i ( Read more... )

its been exactly a month since i updated. not much has happened. i cant write this stupid paper and its annoying. im so tired and so hungry but i am just so obsessive about weight and health i cant hlep it. lately people have been telling me that i am looking skinnier which is a good thing, but once people start telling me that i just start to ( Read more... )

so im in my pjs and smell like cleaning products. im just updating to keep busy. this weekend was okay, not bad. krissie and taylor slept over friday, and saturday during the day taylor and i hung out but then she went to work so i chilled with my mom and then i got dinner and went to laura's with krissie. we played pretty pretty princess and life ( Read more... )

yo so i gotta lose 40lbs.

THE ULTIMATE GOALL.

so does anyone know how?

my sister and i fell asleep last night having the funniest conversation ever. i can't really write about it. but i woke up and watched hey arnold!! yes, and she left me a chocolate rose and reeses pb cup in the shape of a heart. she made my day cause i brought that reeses to school and when i got sad i ate it and it made me happy again ( Read more... )

KRISO I MISS YOU!! THIS ENTRY IS FOR YOU. I CAN'T WAIT TIL WE GO ON OUR NEXT ADVENTURE IN THE CITY. IT'LL BE PLENTY SICKK<3

AND IM EXCITED CAUSE THIS WEEKEND ILL BE HANGING OUT WITH ALYSSA PALMA WHO I LOVE AND I'M GOING TO A PARTAYYY. HOORAY WEEKEND.

so today was weird. i woke up at 6:30 cause my sister was sleeping with me, and i couldnt walk. i had such tight muscles pains in my belly, and i thought i had appendicitis. then i started to walk around and i lay back in bed until like 7:20. i got up and went to first period, and it was quite painful. if i miss 1st perod, my teacher shoots me. ( Read more... )

i share a birthday with Jim Henson, creator of the muppets, and with the girl from My Big Fat Greek Wedding. That's cool, i loved the muppets. Muppet babies actually, they're cool. I'm listening to sentimental feeling. I wanna know what its like to be in love with someone and have them love you back. Unrequited love is so unnerving. Sometimes i ( Read more... )

i think its time for an update. so life, i've been hanging out with gerralynn and taylor a lot because we see each other everyday and we get along. they're pretty sweet. i still see my little kriso<3 on the weekends though. boys, they're there. i actually am starting to notice more cute ones in my school. they're alot to choose from but i havent ( Read more... )