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The day I felt my heart cry
I prayed the day would never come even if it seems selfish my heart knew it wouldn't be able to take it.
The day my grandmother had died....
She past away Sunday morning...my heart is filled with so much hurt.
She was such a strong beautiful person ...such a strong soul...
She raised me since I was born from my mother.
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RANT!! and life hurts
I've never found myself to be an aggressive person, a pushy person, or angry person.
I am a good person and I deal no dealt with a lot of shit in my life and its getting old saying over and over just hang on everything will be fine don't worry Jen hang in there. Well its a bit over rated and it burns me up inside how things are just spiraling out ( Read more... ) -
Going JKB crazy
Okay I've been very busy LJ So yes its been hard updating but I'm taking a shift.
I will slowly update as much as I can here but in the meantime.
I have other sites listed you can find me all over and even comment to me or reach me about artworks and stuff.
Here are my links.
My wordpress
My Mangabullet
My tumblr
My twitter
My Plurk
My Website
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endlessly reaching
Fingers twitch slowly reaching up towards the sky
Heart softens in beat feeling ashamed
This was all done before time after time the same result
Nothing
Wanting to belong in this world
Hoping this time, this endless reach will suddenly take hold of anything
Tears flow down and moisten the cheeks
Heart beats strong and will the soul to keep on reaching
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Give me anything
Give me a chance, palm up open hand
Place hope upon my hand close my fingers and tell me to hold on
Give me a chance to make or embody what I so mistakenly forget
To infuse myself in my art and forget the pain and remember those moments
Few as they were, but moments of pleasure I would love to endure once more
Give me a moment, give me a chance to take ( Read more... ) -
SO HOT but surviving
Yah another day in the heat, its gonna be hot this whole week man. I can't wait till Friday comes along that's when we will get a break ( Read more... ) -
Heat and warmth in the heart
Yes as the title says heat!
It is very hot today ...very hot...but I'm managing it very well by keeping my body cool with a cool cloth in front of a fan with water.
Its in the 100s here where I live, and man is it hot but thank god I have a fan.
I hope everyone else out there stays cool, I woke up 9am today because I couldn't sleep in the heat ( Read more... ) -
Project JKBarts
So my little LJ its been a while eh?
Where have I been?
I've been working hard on getting my site up and doing commissions to help my unemployed butt get some money and shockingly and joyfully I have had 3 clients already that purchase orders from my shop. I'm so happy I could cry.
Also on my site I have some of my artwork I will be uploading more ( Read more... ) -
making a way
So its been a while LJ I haven't been on here in a bit.
I've been randomly writing but as for my last entry...even with the tears and all.
I didn't get a new computer...there was well to much conflict on what computer I should get and I should wait and all this other ish.
So I decided since money is tight and I'm laid-off and even with all the ( Read more... ) -
for once a good feeling
Today was another day I woke up empty inside...I have been fighting this urge to give up on life lately.
No I'm not talking of death just giving into defeat...as I woke up from my empty dreams I looked out my window and realized I'm alive.
I am human and I have feelings I bury so much of my pain my suffering within myself and forget that its normal ( Read more... )