fuck.

tomorrow is valentines day. interesting how it can be the lonliest day of the year. i will just stay in my room...that way i wont have to see anyone else being happy...and i wont be reminded of my own unhappiness.

So I'm not so sure as to why I can't keep a fricken fish alive. I fed Timon, his water was clean. So I think I will blame the pet store. Yes. Considering between Lindsey and I we have had 4 fish fatalities in the last what...week ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME ( Read more... )

things i have to do tonight ( Read more... )

i feel miserably sick so i am not going anywhere or watching the superbowl. i know we will win anyway. it's kind of hard to be excited for something when the glory is taken out of it...i think this is an example of too much of a good thing...dont get me wrong i want them to win and everything ( Read more... )

weekend

scary movie
too much shopping for my own good
home for a day that turns into an overnighter because once again the probe just loves to make me happy

and wondering what i could have ever done to deserve this...

i feel so defeated. it's like i walk around in my own thoughts...and people try to call me back...but i am not there. i am getting back into isolating myself...waiting around for things i cant have. i need to be strong and overcome it...but i can't...i'm not strong ( Read more... )

I came across a website tonight saying ( Read more... )

she's got a pretty smile ( Read more... )

I can sleep tonight knowing that everything is ok. This is a good feeling to have. Everything happens so fast, and just as fast as it came about, it's gone. I guess this is the way life goes. So tonight, I can rest with no worries on my mind.