i would like to meet whoever said that bad things happen all at once so that i can tell them that they are right. my grandparents all need to stop getting so sick.

if my nana isn't ok...i just don't think i would be able to handle it.

I just got done watching the movie closer. I borrowed it from Jackie today. She described it as "kind of kinky." I don't know maybe I saw the deeper meaning to it. The sad truths...that maybe the world is just that cold...and maybe love does just come down to one thing...sex...and maybe people just settle because they would rather be unhappy ( Read more... )

it's 12:54 on a friday. a good night overall. it would have been better had lindsey enjoyed it...then i could have enjoyed it completly...but i know she will be allright. i know she is just in a really bad place right now and it just takes a little while to get out of it ( Read more... )

because of my computer being hard driveless, and this random blankness of my mind lately, i have yet to update this since i have been back at school ( Read more... )

today was my last day of work (for this year anyways) and looking back on the summer, i really am not so much going to miss the job, but the people. i decided this because of a few things that happened today. while sitting at my desk i heard a high pitched "uggghh" come from the walk in closet behind me. when i asked "are you okay" pat, who was ( Read more... )

i think it is safe to say that a small part of my heart left to new york this weekend.

nothing i can't put behind me.

great i'm a widow. )0:


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( boored )

( working hard!!! )

i can't believe a year ago at this time i was in california. i would give anything to be back there right now at this moment. spring break can't come soon enough ( Read more... )