I've recently realized I've been starring out of 5th and 4th floor story windows...it makes me happy to be around the people I love but not in the way ive been enjoying their company...supervised and medicated is not a way of life...im at one or the other never have a day off...frankly i dont need a day off I just need to see some smiles and fun ( Read more... )

What if the beach wasnt beautiful anymore....I was sitting at AC Moore today and i realized there are probably 100000000x pictures of the beach...why...beacuse its "tranquil" "serene" "quiet" "warm" ect. it kinda made me mad but made me think at the same time...why cant where we live be that great to people why cant we enjoy who we are where we are ( Read more... )

I have been thinking. I am not entirely useless but yet there is still this part of me that is completely useless. I have fun on the weekends i am never bored my friends always rock me like nuts and i love music and it helps me through a lot of my life...ok so here it goes the worst part of my life...I dont have a dream... i mean yeah sure i want ( Read more... )

WOW...Ive come to a realization that my friends are the greatest people in the world...I mean they are with me alll the time and its so great every saturday we still all get together and it feels so great to just have that sense of security that I finally fit in somewhere in my own group that we all go to each other for...i love the fact that we ( Read more... )

WOW! No one might realize how hard it is to just switch rooms but it is for me...its sad i got in my new room and i love it i really do love it a lot its huge i can like bang on my floor now and move around and have a party in there...but i miss my little cozy room and i miss all the memories in that room...I have to find all the condoms in my room ( Read more... )

A round of applause goes out to the first day of school...had a great day im in CLIP with all of my bitches <333 ahh i love them aliah nikki tina its going to be an awesome year...first period i told my teacher a story that made him sit down hahah it was priceless...2nd period i fell in love <33...3rd period my teacher called me vertically ( Read more... )

Well here it goes...my update of the summer...in two days i will be entering the halls once again of AAHS A.K.A. the hell hole of all hell holes...this summer i would have to say was a blast I went to Canada and Warped Tour and of course an awesome day was spent in Bedford <33 I was surrounded by the greatest people in the world this summer and i ( Read more... )

Nikki and I went to Canada. It was beautiful but it feels good to be home at the same time...even though i had a great time. It was really tireing and I was just glad to get to sleep in my own bed...I miss the falls and the secret garden and the 4D movies and all the wax museums...I miss shopping there too it was great...i didnt take that many ( Read more... )

Alright its 2:19AM and im not going to bed because im going to CANADA in like 2 hours and im sooooooo excited and im so fucking tired...:( i just wanna sleep but i cant

Nikki is behind me she best not fall asleep hahah were pulling an all nighter i think we can dooo itttt

We played KEMPS today it was soooo funn i love it!!! <33 ( Read more... )

I went to the Drive Inns with my lovess <333 it was a great time and we ate CiCi's nothing beats cheap ass pizza biatches <3 well could of been better if i had the munchies ;)

Jenny Dunn was not impressed with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory :'( blew ass

HATED HERBIE!!!! fell asleep during it dont waste your money <--- i didnt waste money cause ( Read more... )