it would be really great if i could convince myself to do work at my apartment on my own. ugh, there is just so much of it now that it's overwhelming, and i need a study-buddy for support. thanks sadie!!!

i'm just tired and cranky and pissed at myself for never doing the things i say i'm going to do to make me feel better, because that makes NO SENSE!!!!

i had a super fun weekend.
why am i so super bummed out now?

Al Tuck made me sleepy. Doug came over and tried to watch a movie with me but I can't watch movies when my eyes are closed and I'm asleep. I'm a bad friend.
I think my favorite part of going out is going for breakfast the next morning :)

I got a present from one of my kids a couple of days ago. He is forever drawing me penguins, in various costumes and au naturel. In his woodcarving class, he carved and painted for me an army penguin. This kid is so cute I could just steal him. He's doing facepainting at winter fair tomorrow, it will be hilarious to see kids walking around with ( Read more... )

PMS lasting for like, 2 weeks is madness, if you consider a month to be about 4 weeks, and then one of those weeks is actual 'period week'. That's like spending 3/4 of your life in a menstrual state, and the other 1/4 in real life. Weight gain, skin problems, tiredness, not to forget bitchiness.... how lucky.
What a rip.

I came home with great intentions (to correct a stack of tests, assignments, homework - i said great, not exciting). I made supper and started to watch Hotel Rwanda, thinking I could both enjoy myself and get some work done, you know, a bit of the ol' multitasking. The stimulation must have been too much for me because my body promptly fell ( Read more... )

I am feeling so lethargic these days. Winter blahs whatever... I can't keep letting myself sink into this. I am so tired when I come home from school, I really don't want to do anything. But if I keep letting myself do this, I'm never going to feel better ( Read more... )

Stupid boys.
I'm tired of them all.
Or the lack thereof; but the opportunities that keep presenting themselves which I don't want. I only ever want what I can't have. Way to live dangerously, at least.

It's 4:15, and i should be about home now, but the people i carpool with are finishing up report cards. i suppose i should be doing some school work too but really i'm so maxxed out i just can't do it. i really need to eat.