The Abstractions
anonymous
November 28 2005, 03:27:03 UTC
For what it is worth, and it may not be worth anything, please know that I (the one who thinks you are a beautiful, intelligent, and talented person)really want you to be okay. I really want you to be at peace and to have happiness. I want that for all of us.
And, just so you know, even through all the excruciating pain that all of us are experiencing, even through my blinding, suicidal, self-deprecating, unending fear and sadness, I believe in you, I hope. I believe in you despite how hard your existance challenges the presence of hope and trust now. Please know that my thoughts are also with you because I know that you are hurting too, and I know it is real. I don't know if you care or want my forgiveness, but I promise I am trying to forgive you too so that I can love. It isn't easy, and maybe I shouldn't post this at all, but know that I am trying to grow and thinking about you (more than my heart should).
And so it is Just like you said it would be life goes easy on me Most of the time
And thanks for giving me a safe place to be so intensely neurotic.
can i be thankful for the same thing?
i love you jenny! i'm so thankful for you. i'm so glad i got to see rent with you, and spend an immense amount of time with you over thanksgiving. you're just absolutely wonderful!
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Glad you're feeling better! Happy TG
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And, just so you know, even through all the excruciating pain that all of us are experiencing, even through my blinding, suicidal, self-deprecating, unending fear and sadness, I believe in you, I hope. I believe in you despite how hard your existance challenges the presence of hope and trust now. Please know that my thoughts are also with you because I know that you are hurting too, and I know it is real. I don't know if you care or want my forgiveness, but I promise I am trying to forgive you too so that I can love. It isn't easy, and maybe I shouldn't post this at all, but know that I am trying to grow and thinking about you (more than my heart should).
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me
Most of the time
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can i be thankful for the same thing?
i love you jenny! i'm so thankful for you. i'm so glad i got to see rent with you, and spend an immense amount of time with you over thanksgiving. you're just absolutely wonderful!
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