It's nearly midnight and I'm still at work/internship. You know, at the domestic violence shelter. I've tried to do some work but I'm having motivation problems. I'm really just here for the hours ( Read more... )

As soon as I said I'd be doing no more of that sad introspective emotional stuff, I go and have the most intense week EVER. I was so frustrated all week long. And I cried. The end ( Read more... )

I think I have an aversion to livejournal because I associate it with more emotionally intense times. I'll get over it.

I'm going through a phase. It's very anti-emotion, anti-introspection. I guess technically this is introspection. But it's not ooey gooey and that's the important part. Part of this I think has to do with a 4 day/wk internship I' ( Read more... )

I have mixed feelings about the NYT article. It's important to consider motive. For example, what's with the timing and why did they sit on the story?  I'll leave the endless guessing to TV news ( Read more... )

Christmas, New Years, and John Paul came and went. Theys were good times. Before, I was all seratonin deprived. Now, I'm fine. Not only am I chemically balanced, but the holiday events left me much better overall than I was before they came. Also, I now have a new bookshelf in my room and a green puffy jacket that's so great I wear it even when it' ( Read more... )

I would've aired them at Festivus but they would've been out of context. And boring. Awkward at best ( Read more... )

I just got poopy with the Buddy named John Paul. For no good reason. This is something I don't ordinarily do with him... believe it or not (I'm sorry if you don't). Then I cried for two minutes. Then, upon reading my friends page (specifically Mary Elizabeth's thing about Wikipedia and Lauren's guidelines for setting her up with a guy), I started ( Read more... )

The brain drowning I spoke of earlier? They're known as "brain zaps." Google it.

At least I'm not the only one. Unfortunately, they can last for years.

Awesome.

I stopped taking zoloft. You know the commercial with the little blob who tries to scoot away from the rain cloud but the cloud always catches up? Well, I'm the blob. I've been a blob on zoloft for 7 years now. But I don't want zoloft anymore because I'm trying to simplify, you know... it's sort of like wanting to eat only organic food, except way ( Read more... )