It has been along time since i have hung out with girls, and done the girly things. It was so nice. I got my nails done with abby, Lo, tori, rachel, and jessica today. I spent the remainder of the day shopping, flirting, watching chickflicks, and doing facials. I don't think i could handle this on a regular basis, but it was nice to feel so girly ( Read more... )

Chapter rocked. New Eboard mare way awesome.
Smile
Strip poker
Naked macarana (sp?)
Gasping for self restraint
Yumm
Feel a little funny that she is still there, but that isn't my moral dillema since I owe her no loyalty.

sitting, thinking, waiting, wishing, about life, love and the pursuit of happiness.

it's been a long era... the live journal era... i think i'll print a copy of my entire journal and save it or soemthing, for sentimental reasons. mehh no more live journal. i have a myspace though... http://profiles.myspace.com/users/23806441
goodbye livejournal.

craving chocolate and not giving in ( Read more... )

Thorns ( Read more... )

such confusing feelings right now. My pride wants me to run away, but my heart is holding on for dear life. I love him, and i feel completely consumed.

perhaps this is meant to help me too ( Read more... )

Awesome pot luck, cept i have more cookies than i know what to do with. Maybe i'll wrap them up and give ethem to people and make new friends ( Read more... )

i got accepted to the California College of Design, so thats exciting.

he's not sure. why not? I hoped he more than missed me. Like maybe he realized how ridiculous it is. But i guess not. Now my little heart is shattered into pieces and I am again gonna try and cry myself to sleep. Man this hurts. Fuck! i need someone to hold me.