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[Day 21] 011
Cages-bars-restraints. That is what this place is, a means to harness my power, tie my tongue, force my greatness in ways it should not be. Life in my body, strange life, unlike all others I have ever borne, split and spread and infected Planets of numbers without end so that I will live-survive-remain, rule and conquer as a goddess-queen-mother ( Read more... ) -
009
I have wandered-traversed-explored the confines of this place, once, often, again. All that I know, all that ever was, all I have ever been. But that is not right... the knowledge of thousands and millions, of eternities and Planets, so many singing in my mind, taste of age and truth-knowledge-wisdom. They are real, and yet memory tells me that I ( Read more... ) -
008
Over and done with, madness has passed-gone-dissipated. Words are mine own, speech without fear. Quiet now... I weary, I rest, I restore myself to greatness as the past day has robbed-taken-stolen from me ( Read more... ) -
006
So scream you, out from behind the bitter ache
Heavy on the memory, you need most
Still want love, ugly, smooth and delicate
Not without affection, not alone
(- Matchbox 20, "Angry")"Now I now what the evil we have done ( Read more... ) -
005
Waiting, waiting... I am done-finished-through with waiting. Darkness falls and twilight beckons, close on the horizon, glittering, glittering, waiting for my presence, waiting for my voice, my touch, my power, my control. I need no strange reminder of the outside, of the world yet to be taken-swallowed-devoured. It is always there, through the ( Read more... ) -
004
There are gifts-alms-presents in the entrance to this place-prison-hotel. Strange things, wrapped, covered in paper, ribbons, odd crinkly things that sparkle and shine, not blinding, almost ( Read more... ) -
003
The creature-abomination-growth is gone. Watched-saw-observed it melt away as the hour struck; decomposing, cells unraveling and disintegrating away into nothingness within seconds. Never-to-be, good, good, yes.
Needed to move-change-travel again... shifted this time, coils to human legs, awkward-absurd-strange-small, but the elevator-prison-box ( Read more... ) -
002
This... what is this?
The elevator-prison-torture chamber was challenge enough... too small by far, too cramped-crowded-insufficient for the whole of me to be arranged comfortably in it. Ridiculous-demeaning-embarassing, I do not like this place, I want it gone-destroyed-endedNow my room is... blue-water-plastic. Fake spheres wherever I look, odd ( Read more... ) -
001
I can feel my children here-close-near... there is the eldest beloved-favorite-adored son, returned to life, strong, he will return to me, raise me up, love me again-soon-nowI can sense the others; bad-naughty-disobedient other children, refuse me, ignore me, fight me. Gold strands and blue jewels, dark fur and violet glitter, precious little ( Read more... )