goal 1: job
goal 2: school
goal 3: PS3!!!!!! (cant do till i get goal 1 out of the way)
goal 4: abs!
goal 5: read more

Ive been counting calories for a week, and yesterday i started my new excersize routine now i just gotta keep it up. I FINALLY finished my resume on monster...i just need to refine it and hopefully by tomorrow ill start sending it out ( Read more... )

all i want is a playstation 3. And litlte big planet.

im so unmotivated its ridiculous. I want to do nothing.

holy crap. I havent been on this shit since...........i dont know. its been a long fuckin time. I curse too much i think.

Im unhappy. As wonderful as everyone might think not having a job or going to school is, its not. It sucks. I have nothing to wake up for in the mornings, i dont mean that in an emo im going ot kill myself kind of way i mean it ( Read more... )

So...in nursing school...you have to pass a test called the nclex in order to get your license ( Read more... )

MOTHER FUCKER! i bombed my fucking test. que MIERDA. watever...i studied my ass off and as a result i know a lot of shit about the cardiovascular system. The problem is these tests are styled after the nclex wich is like SAT's for nurses, except that if we pass we get certified. ITs annoying that theyre training us to pass a test and not to be ( Read more... )

so....making chrismtas presents is hard :(. I dotn think im going to be done ontime ( Read more... )

So i keep forgetting to shitf my perspective. I gotta keep that in mind since i tend to be such a cry baby.

hang on i gotta go rescue some cats.

Im back! even though you cant tell the passage of time since i havent posted anything yet. Anyways, my mom wants to convince them to go into the hole under the house that we closed up because cats go down ( Read more... )

so... a week at camp and as stressful as that was, as little sleep as i got running around after kids and dealing with one or two obnoxiou and slightly dramatic people it was much better than being home. Not 20 minutes after seeing me home for the first time in a week shes starts the lectures. "I cleaned your room for you while you were gone, thats ( Read more... )

it was ranting anyways, but i deleted it. I hate bitching and whining about shit i have no right to whine about. Whether i have the right or no im still pretty bummed and that just makes me feel like a selfish brat. bleh. my desires to do pretty much everything battling against my self loathing. i really dont deserve half the shit ive gotten but i ( Read more... )

my teeth hurt so fucking much that im thinking of overdosing on my pain killers. :(

oh well...atleast it wasnt a horrible experience, i was out of it through the whole procedure first im getting and iv put it and next thing i know im walking to my dads car and although the bleeding was a pain for a few hours it didnt start to hurt bad till just a ( Read more... )