This has been a year of ups and downs, twists and turns, and ins and outs; as is every other year. Except I think this year was a major landmark in my life. This year, people and events changed me forever. I used to be different, I used to have one way that I did things and I wouldn’t budge for anyone or anything. Then I realized I was holding onto ( Read more... )

i never know what i want.
but that's probably a good thing.

this is the first time in 2 years that i've been single for the holidays.

i'm not gunna lie, this scares me.

at least i have waaaay too much to do (SCHOOL, family coming for christmas, hanging with hb friends, wisdom teeth, and moving to sb!)

and it's not like there aren't any single guys...

sometimes it's easier to be lost than it is to be found.

i think what's changed me the most is that

i don't want old and familiar anymore,
i want new and exciting.

"My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say."

sometimes i think it's coincidence that makes the world go 'round.

isn't it weird to think that the world is literally crumbling around us?

i wish the news was fiction, not fact.

some things never change
but most do....

so i guess you can say i've been a little boy crazy lately.

haha