i couldnt feel any more worthless. i find lots of ways to ignore my status. im getting real good at it actually. 
i can go days feeling like i serve some sort of purpose. i can almost feel at home in a strangers house if i pretend ive known them forever.
my mom decided i shouldnt move in with them because im digging a hole i cant get myself out of.

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man i suck even more than i thought  i could.
id love to be able to do sometihng more than acknowledge this.

DAAMMN i suck.

ive been signed up for impatient

im gonna smuggle in some joints and cigarettes
they sold my car when i have a week of that school shit left. i had till march. my grandma doesnt know. 
IM TELLING.

bitches

man she DISGUSTS me

my parents took me out to eat last night, bought me some clothes and asked if i would work for a month with my dad putting totes? together, so im like yeah sounds good, spend some time with my dad, stay out of trouble, im always completely confident in my plans for some reason ( Read more... )

i got a car.

i wanna go hoooome. HOME home......

i was driving bills car today.. wait.. yesterday. i went and picked mike up, and went and put gas in the car and a mile down the road from the gas station some lady runs a stop sign and slams into me.. in bills car... so as im being blasted with airbag i open the door and jump out thinking the cars going to explode (cause thats what i see in movies ( Read more... )

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i have to sign up for school SOMEONE GO TO SCHOOL WITH ME
nancy bill and suzy all bought me this 200 mp3 player. where the hell did that come from? damn im loved.
got my liscense yup.
im boring