Well it's been a while I can say that. It's twenty three minutes after noon. June 9th 2009. Things have been up and down as they tend to be over the past years. Lived in a green house in Ferndale with two rooms and a kitchen, two couches and a green chair with wooden arms and frame. A large backyard and a night job hostessing within walking ( Read more... )

went shopping yesterday looking for work clothes. i just got a job at max&erma's in birmingham. good stuff ( Read more... )

i've been fucking ridiculous lately. i want more tattoes real real REAL bad ( Read more... )

yesterday did not turned out as planned. I had to rescue her again. the guilt of missing it the first time or two was too heavy for me to turn my cheek again. its wonderful out but somehow the light of the sun slowly fades as i drive up to pick up the first girl. the one who called me and filled me in on what happened in the first place. one turn ( Read more... )

i feel really pale and tired ( Read more... )

somebody to love ( Read more... )

i dont really know what to say. i miss you. i dont like that we havent talked in forvever. but im afraid to ask how you're doing, im afraid that you're doing badly. very badly, im afraid that you're doing herion. im afraid that there's no place for me anyone. im afraid that i'll never be able to love anyone ever again. and im afraid that my heart ( Read more... )

im a marter for pain

do u like to hurt?

i cant help it but im crying. there's no sound. just the keys. i let myself let go of my defences and i found myself here again. i feel like a fool. i feel overwhelmed. i feel like im 12 years old and i have no where to turn to. i couldnt run if i wanted, i dont know where my license is. i dont know where my birt certificate is. i might as well not ( Read more... )

i get to see my Boo lisey today, im excited. mom just snatched a shower so i gotta wait hours and hours now for the hot water to cirrculate in the house. Im listning to Minus the Bear. i've been decorating my room again. I've been thinking about erin alot. I've been thinking about alot of things alot I kinda find myself dazed alot more now a days ( Read more... )