Comments | jer_bear83: When it rains it pours. :-(

jer_bear83

When it rains it pours. :-(

Oct 21, 2004 10:48

So I'm in Seattle still. Went to the Yellowcard concert with Steve last night. Had a blast. Steve is an amazing guy who totally took my breath away. A 15 1/2 year old and her 2 week older friend stopped us very early and was like "I wanted to tell you that you are very cute. Can I have a hug?" I submitted, totally taken aback. I must say it ( Read more... )

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what's up with the death talk? theoddone81 October 21 2004, 18:36:06 UTC

heya jer, what's going on here? just cause a lot of boys are undependable and uncompassionate doesn't mean that life isn't worth livin... i know you know that. so no getting hit by a bus or anything like that, k?

Re: what's up with the death talk? tigrrlily October 21 2004, 18:42:01 UTC

Yeah, what she said!

Re: what's up with the death talk? tigrrlily October 22 2004, 14:02:56 UTC

Sorry about the posting swarm...I deleted the spares. I know you're feeling better today, and I'm glad for that.

Re: what's up with the death talk? jer_bear83 October 21 2004, 23:43:51 UTC

I will work on it.
Jer

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hyddenmynd87 October 21 2004, 22:46:39 UTC

I agree completely! Life's tough yes but you can't think that way. You're always welcome to call me. As a matter of fact we have to go out to lunch again sometime (or dinner doesn't matter) Please call me when you feel down in the dumps like this.

TJm

hyddenmynd87 October 21 2004, 22:50:19 UTC

You really should call me when you feel down like this. That's what I'm here for. We should do lunch or dinner or something when you & I are both free. And no thinking about getting hit by inattentive drivers etc... All my best

TJm

dreadcptflint October 22 2004, 00:27:50 UTC

Dude,
It's all about the association. If you are associating with the same type people in two months then you will have the same results. Remember there are people who do care about you and rarely see you....when was the last time my sweetie and I encountered you?

jawa843 October 22 2004, 05:45:02 UTC

I second this. I haven't seen you... well, since the night of "chaparoning" :P

jawa843 October 22 2004, 05:45:40 UTC

actually, the day of the debate meeting. Sorry Still was like two weeks ago

I completely understand centeruniverse October 29 2004, 07:09:13 UTC

Or, rather, I think I do. I have problems with people telling me they understand something and then watching them demonstrate that they really have no clue, so I try not to do that to other people.

Anyway...I think I get what you mean about not wanting to kill yourself, but wanting to die. I was like that after the whole Keith extravaganza. I even told quite a few people that, you know, I'd be pretty happy if a plane crashed into my building tonight. Or if my heart just stops beating (which, quite a few times, felt like it was going to happen...power of mind over matter, I guess). And I thought about various ways to kill myself, but I realized pretty quickly that I didn't want to have an active hand in my own death. I was perfectly happy to be killed, I was not very interested in killing myself. Which is a big distinction that I don't think many people understand.

So...I think I might know where you're coming from. Maybe.