So we lay there next to eachother outside in the dark. We got close, I seduced her, she pulled back. Ran away, I chased her and she felt helpless. I left her alone, and she came to me.

She told me I wouldn't want to see it. She said the other's girls would be much more beautiful. I asked her to see it, I said I wanted too. She showed me. She was embarassed. I thought it was perfect. We made love.

I just remembered a dream that I have had a thousand times but never write down. Ok they vary a lot. But in every one, I am driving a van. The van doesn't belong to me, but somehow I acquire the keys. Either I buy it, steal it, it gets lent to me, or it is a gift. I am always trying to brake when I am going down a hill but I am not strong ( Read more... )

So I wake up today at 6am to my moderately pleasent alarm from my phone. I decide I don't need two hours to read my Critical Thinking text book and do one homework assignment and write a one page rough draft for English. So I snooze the alarm and wake up a couple of minutes later. This happens until about 7am, when I decide I am going to wake up ( Read more... )

Not since church/Prom have I had the chance to dress up. Yes, it is an excuse to buy expensive clothes that I am only going to wear a few times. Yes, I could have gotten a cheaper jacket. Yes, I didn't HAVE to buy the designer tie. But I have to say, nothing makes you feel like a new man more than buying a new suit. So I am going to the Kappa ( Read more... )

This entry isn't going to be that long because I only have 30 minutes before my Asian Art History midterm which is FUCKING GIANT. Art History tests are always the hardest for me. BUT THEY ARE SO DAMN INTERESTING. I wish they could just grade me on my enthusiasm. I think I spelled that wrong ( Read more... )

Cthulhu is sometimes regarded as "evil", but this is not how he is depicted in "The Call of Cthulhu" and other works. Instead, he is portrayed as amoral, with an ethic that transcends conventional notions of good and evil. Cthulhu's amorality might be compared to what S. T. Joshi and David E. Schultz call the "anti-mythology" of Lovecraft's fiction ( Read more... )

Interesting quote that I have been pondering.

The man of knowledge must be able not only to love his enemies but also to hate his friends.
- Friedrich Nietzsche

"There are moments in our lives, there are moments in a day, when we seem to see beyond the usual - become clairvoyant. We reach then into reality. Such are the moments of our greatest happiness. Such are the moments of our greatest wisdom ( Read more... )

This is worth noting. If you are a historian from the future you can mark this writing as the one that signaled the beginning. If you play the game that is intellectualism in our world today, this is the play to end all plays. This is the sharpest my scalpel has been (ref: Zen/Pirsig). Today is the day after 4:20. The day after you get up off ( Read more... )