I am so glad that when I hurt my friends I don't feel guilty and reckless. I am glad that I can go to sleep at night without the thoughts of disappointment haunting me. I love that I can completely ignore emotion. I mean, I don't cry. Who cries right? Fucking women cry. Dumbass women. I wonder how they can even manage to put two thoughts ( Read more... )

I am finally going through with it. I am admitting this to everyone, my family, friends ( Read more... )

It started in third grade ( Read more... )

It's just the shit we put eachother thru. I thought we healed. I wish we had. Now I realize it's still fucking bad. I've said I'm sorry. It tears me up. I see now that my wounds still seperate us. Never over, never gone. It will sting forever, the love is cold.

Everybody's lives seems to fall apart at the same time. You sit down at your computer and prepare to whine and complain about what is going on in your life, and then you realize that the same or worse is pretty much happening to everyone else, as evidenced by their live journal entries. So it would seem that I can't exactly go lean on someone ( Read more... )

Thanks to Shon for the link. If you feel aware of my personality I would love some feedback.

http://kevan.org/johari?name=TheEggMan

So I can't decide recently if I am depressed or enlightened. They feel the same. You know that feeling you get when your eyes unfocus and you see two of everything? I feel that with everything mentally. Like I am living a real life now, not what my super-cool brain decides to cook up. We humans are biological. That means we die. That means ( Read more... )

Jeremy is suddenly acutely aware of insipid evasion throughout the dark recesses in the ancient forest. The night is cool and its barely audible footfalls are crisp in his ears. He coils his devloped legs, the youthfull muscles tensing with uncertain anticipation. The beast leaps, its dark red eyes pulse vividly with years of experience. The chase ( Read more... )

I like the feeling of someone being into you and you being into them. Now if only we could get inside eachother. Ooooh, how enchanting.

Has been kicked. Fuck AIM. A relationship built on AIM only allows it's benefits to be reaped on AIM. You are crippled personally and miss out on so much. AIM is a good way to temporarily sustain something established on other mediums. If I have something important to say to you, I am going to talk to you in person if it is possible. I need ( Read more... )