I've been busy. I hate this. I love being busy, I hate not being able to spend time with her. When I get home she's either asleep or not here, then I'm asleep when she gets homee. This has got to change. I need her, I need to spend time with her ( Read more... )

Mom has always said that with me, everything is black or white.

She said that to me this morning. I called her, asking for advice. I told her everything and that's what she said to me. Why are mom's so great?

I'm back home. I arrived later yesterday afternoon. It was a long hellish flight that I'd rather not get into, but as soon as I walked in the door, my mood changed. Milla was there immediately with a hug, then Jason. We all hugged forever. I crashed for a few hours, only to be woken up with the lure of a home-cooked meal ( Read more... )

There's this girl. I met her a long time ago. She's always avoided me like the plague. Apparently I have coodies. She's a horrible bitch, yet somehow that is endearing. I've seen her at worst and I've seen her at her best. It all comes down to the fact that she is one of the most important people in my life ( Read more... )

This is my first Thanksgiving away from Jason. It's odd to think about that. I know I'll call him and we'll talk forever, but it's not the same. We have plans to do something next week, when I get back to L.A. Strange, this whole thing is ( Read more... )

The UK. Manchester to be exact. I haven't been here in so long. It's cold and dreary, yet I haven't really noticed. I had a long flight, then the most restful nap I've had in a long time. Now I'm wide awake, watching her across the room. I doubt she even knows I'm watching her. She's typing and smiling, laughing every-so-often. I'll ( Read more... )

I suppose this is where I should attempt a real update. I haven't been up to much lately. Filming the show, hanging around a lot ( Read more... )

Birthday's are special, right? I'm back for the special day. WooFuckingHoo!

Yes, I realise I'm a day early. I needed time to prepare.

I rarely have anything to say. My life is really boring. I'm still doing that little TV show. We're on hiatus for the summer, though. I went to Austin with Jason, but I stayed away from the cameras. I was the only smart one. I did manage to bug Parker. She loved it, I have the teeth marks to prove it ( Read more... )

Mmm Jas.