so im drunk and where is jas? parker loves me. don't let her tell you diffferent.

I'm able to get by very well in life, and also with my work, without beloved God. But I, a suffering human being, can not survive without there being something greater than myself, which for me is my whole life- the creative power...I want to paint men and women with that certain eternal touch- an idea which the sacred halo embodied earlier and ( Read more... )

Oh fuck ya Im drunk.

I love him.

I want him.

There are times when you just realise something. Its always been there, but you never really paid much attention to it. I finally did. And fuck. WOW. Now Im not so sure what to do about it.

I havent seen Jason in 2 days and I miss him. We spend so much time together that when we are apart its just not right. Its that twin thing. We share that bond, that only twins share ( Read more... )

The new film Im in, Gods and Generals, opens this Friday. I only have a small part, but it is well worth going to see. Its a great showing of the Civil War.

( The official poster )

I was talking to shannyn the other night and we were both terribly bored and wide awake, so I asked her if she wanted to take a drive with me. I picked her up and we drove to one of my favorite spots overlooking Hollywood. She had never been there, so it was very nice being able to share something new with her. I feel so nervous around her, shes like a ( Read more... )