I got fired today.

Technically.

They're letting me work two more weeks, as a waiter only, because I have to make rent and stuff. That was kind of nice of them.

Anyone have any job ideas? I mean serious ones.

"How you gon' win when you ain't right within?"

-Lauryn Hill

I think I'm going to start updating this thing again.

Self-reflection is a good thing, and it tends to keep me grounded. As of late I've just been drifting.

Time to set a course.

This area makes me so happy. Whenever I'm at school I stop here at least three times a day and stay for about an hour each time. It not only allows me access to the internet, but hours of amusement as well ( Read more... )

That's what I need to do. Hurry the fuck up and get my life together. It's become more and more apparent that I'm not living the life that I want, nor am I on track to be doing so soon. Well, the times they are a' changin', and I'm gonna make certain my fate.

( It's pretty long, and just about my life...nothing too important. )

Tomorrow I'm going to start a thirty day fast of the major impurities in my life. No drinking, smoking (tobacco or cheeba), no drugs of any kind. No sex of any kind, not even those much cherished moments alone.

Ew, I know.

I wonder if I can even stop cursing? It's worth a shot...

Let's see if I can get back to factory settings.

Let's keep this shit movin'!

Got a lot of new ideas, new goals, new decisions and convictions, and new people rattlin' around this coal mine o' mine.

More on that later.

I wish I had a time machine so I could go back and right all my foolish decisions.

And also steal tons of money. Maybe set up some savings accounts like fifty years ago. Invest in stocks...yadda yadda yadda.

I'm getting that crappy depressed feeling.

New days, new beginnings, new homes. I'm on the cusp of a new existence ( Read more... )

I heard about these guys from the estimable Mitch Clem's livejournal (rainofbastards). They're pretty awesome.

Check 'em out!