Well...it's been fun with this journal...it was my first...and I felt like I had a friend in it (sounds like it died haha)...I'll miss you jerrisweetness!

I made another journal, because I'm tired of Jerrisweetness haha. So it's greeneyed_me MAKE ME YOUR FRIEND DAMNIT!

I'm cold and lazy and tired cause I just spent an hour trying to delete undeletable adware files. Damn them all. Luckily, I managed to do it somehow. Ugh. Byebye

We have to have a girl's night at Jerri's creepy house or Crystal's even creepier house or something, because I say so. hhahaha. We need to stay up and talk about freaky shit, so me and Brandie with out (possibly) pregnant selves can be like "OH SHIT" and freak out twice as bad as anyone else. God I hope I'm not pregnant, only cause that poor kid ( Read more... )

Okay. So as most of you (actually none of you) know...I think I might be pregnant. Yeah I know it seems every month one of us says that...And I won't find out for another month or so...but a lot of stuff seems to fit in place. Which scares me quite much so. So much in fact, that this time I actually got two E.P.T.'s. Symptoms ( Read more... )

I'm skipping my Human Sexuality class because it is too early in the morning to talk about Sexual Pleasuring...ick lol. So I'm currently in my school's library. bye bye...possibly more later?

Well lotsa stuff has been put out in the open tonight. Like the fact that Dustin had a HUGE crush on Mandee before we started dating. Which is okay 'cause I got info out of him that I found cheerful-to-me-like...I was saying that she's one up on me because that makes all three of the guys in liking her at some point, and me only two (Dustin & Shawn ( Read more... )

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I am not happy. Okay, now that I've said it...I feel...still unhappy. I wish I could express and show everyone the shit I've gone through and the shit I've thought the past week. Maybe that will explain things. I feel unwanted from everyone except Dustin, and although I'm sure it's probably my fault, I still am hurt by this. I am really moody ( Read more... )

And my weakness is...I care too much

Okay, I don't consider it too much. I'm a good friend, I swear. That's all.

I tear my heart open and sew it shut...