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It's Sick
It's sick that I don't write in here everyday like I use to. I thought this was my sanctuary away from the world when I started up, but I got so use to other things that I forgot about this. From now on I wanna get back into the habit of writing on here what I don't feel like writing anywhere else. So here goes my first real entry excluding the ( Read more... ) -
Venting So Bear With Me
I understand I have no job right now and it's hard for me to keep up with everything but i'm trying my best to find something. I like to see everyone one of you to start looking for a jump start in your career, it happens especially when it's your career. I'm doing my best and by not going out like I normally do it does help. And I've been ( Read more... ) -
Out of Element
So last night was a first for me. Not only was it my first night back to work in almost a week it was also the first time since I moved down here was that I felt out of my element. I felt like I didn't belong, like I was apart of the problem rather than the solution. I don't know why. I can't explain it. But the entire night I was at work my ( Read more... ) -
Last Two Days
First off sorry for not posting anything in about a month....
For the last couple of days have been a blessing in disguise. I know for some who are reading they're kind of thinking i'm out of my mind but you have to understand where I'm coming from. On Christmas day I found out from my good friend Nickie up in Wisconsin that a friend whom I went ( Read more... ) -
Why Casino Royale' Works....
The reason why I have Casino Royale' up there separate from the other Bond Movies is that this one didn't feel like the normal Bond movie. The original ones were spectacular on their own. Sean Connery's Bond fought during the Cold War and the whole spy movie was new at that time and Connery's Bond never focused on the gadgets as much.
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A Story
Well monday I went up to Wi to visit this great girl and I saw a lot of potential as not only a great gf but as great person who was stong and independent but if needed she could confide in me with ANYTHING she wanted to...sleeping and I mean just that sleeping next to her is wonderful cause I can feel safe and comfortable at the same time staring ( Read more... ) -
Always On Look On The Bright Side of Life
Well the last two days have certainly been interesting I can tell you that much. First and foremost I quit my job at Max and Erma's. As most of you might know that every weekend I come out of it more burnt out than when I started and I just couldn't take it anymore. Oh well I have a job lined up that will actually help repay some bills and then I ( Read more... ) -
LJ Days
I've come to realize that if you miss one day of readin your friend's LJ's you miss a lot that's going on in their lives. I'm not trying to be tied up. I should have this be apart of my routine. I like to know what's going on when I can't talk w/people. -
On Repeat
I'm not going into much detail of how I feel right now cause i've said it all before. I want to thank you all for sticking by me. I know this is leading towards something and I have a great look at it, but the fact that i'm burnt out is not a good feeling. I think i'm going to drop my sundays at work cause I need some time to recharge. I think ( Read more... ) -
Words of Wisdom By Peter Venkman
Some great advice out there from Bill Murray in the movie Broken Flowers:
Well, the past is gone, I know that. The future isn't here yet, whatever it's going to be. So, all there is, is this. The present. That's it.