it's been some time since i have updated and i just want to say that i am extremely happy. me and paul clear up a lot of stuff and it seems that finally everything is going on the right track. i have been so busy with everything though i haven't seen any of my people in awhile. another thing that happened is that my mom has an ovarian cist and has ( Read more... )

last night put a lot of things in persepective. and it was definetly a great night. :)

i had probably the worst night last night and i really don't want to talk about it. other than that im just exhausted, confused and extremely sad. if u care leave a comment and maybe ill tell u. im sorry.

here i am. sorry guys that i haven't updated in a very long time it's just been crazy over in nicki world. well the new things that are going on in my life...no job anymore i finally quit, school that always keeps me busy and in rehearsals right now for mercer dance ensemble oh btw if anyone's interested the performance is 5/22 at 8 and 5/23 at 2 ( Read more... )

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right now im at school and totally bored out of my mind so i thought i would update. btw this weekend sucked majorly. i basically worked all weekend. which wasn't fun. but i must remember i am leaving soon. (yeah victory dance!!) but i decided to be on call so that i can't get some money and still have my employee discount. (see there is a method ( Read more... )

so i realized that i haven't updated in a good while. it has been really crazy around here. right now things are just ok. i decided to not have any kind of serious realtionship with anyone not even paul. so that we both can concentrate on school and our indvidual future and careers. but doesn't mean im not still going to date him and i don't have ( Read more... )

that today is my baby's 20th birthday. and i hope he has a great night for his bday. cause i know he already had a great day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday unfortunately it happened. carmen molina passed away in her home. i wish i would have been there but i know that she is no longer in pain.

we will miss you carmen!!

R.I.P.
Carmen Molina

i hate this!! im in a really bad place right now and i feel dead. my neighbor carmen who has basically been a surrogent mom to me is dying. she can't even breathe very well. my mom said she would be surprised if she makes it through this afternoon. i don't want to be at school right now. i want to be there with her but i can't. i have to be here ( Read more... )